Thomas J Parlette
“Paul’s Resume”
Philippans 3: 4b-14
4/6/25
History was made on June 22nd, in Washington DC, when Ketanji Brown Jackson became the first African-American woman to take a seat on the United States Supreme Court.
Her resume for the job was impressive:
- Magna Cum Laude from Harvard
- Cum Laude from Harvard Law School
- Several years of clerking for federal courts, including the Supreme Court.
- Service on the U.S. Sentencing Commission
- Judge on the U.S. District Court for the District of Columbia
- Judge on the U.S. Court of Appeals for the DC Circuit.
Justice Jackson’s rapid rise through the federal court system mean that, by the time she appeared before the Senate Judiciary Committee as a Supreme Court nominee, she’d already been vetted and confirmed by the Senate no fewer than three times. It’s hard to imagine a stronger resume. (1)
Still, her examination before the U.S. Senate Judiciary Committee was grueling, as they all tend to be. Many of the Senator’s questions didn’t sound like requests for information, but rather like carefully crafted sound bites for social media – more like statements than questions.
Nevertheless, Justice Jackson successfully obtained Senate confirmation. To a large degree, it was because of the strength of her resume.
We often say that the Bible is like a library, containing many different kinds of literature – history, biography, poetry. But today, in Philippians, we come across a different style of writing. Today, we are looking at a resume. It belongs to the apostle Paul:
“…circumcised on the eighth day, a member of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew born of Hebrews; as to the law, a Pharisee; as to zeal, a persecutor of the church; as to righteousness under the law, blameless.”
It would be hard to imagine a stronger resume for an up-and-coming religious le
But since coming to know Jesus, Paul looks at his resume in a very different way.
“Yet whatever gains I had, these I have come to regard as loss because of Christ… For his sake I have suffered the loss of all things, and regard them as rubbish!”
The Greek word translated as “rubbish” is actually a much more, shall we say vivid or earthy term that literally means something like”sewage” – you can let your imagination run with that if you like.
But here’s the thing about Paul’s resume – as impressive as it seems, there is a dark side to his credentials. When Paul recalls having been “a persecutor of the church” in his pre-conversion days, he means he was actually kind of a terrorist, he literally caused the deaths of many early Christians. In the Book of Acts, in chapter 7, you can read about how “a young man named Saul” held the cloaks of the furious mob as they stoned the apostle Stephen to death.
Luke, who wrote the Book of Acts as a continuation of his Gospel, also recalls how Saul brought a cold and heartless determination to his work – “And Saul approved of their killing him” Luke writes in chapter 8 of Acts. The passage goes on to say “Paul was ravaging the church by entering house after house; dragging off both men and women, he committed them to prison.” In chapter 9, Saul is portrayed as “breathing threats and murder against the disciples of the Lord.”
The truth is, Saul of Tarsus was a killer, terrorist – a vicious persecutor of early Christians. But after his experience on the road to Damascus and his conversion, Paul came to regard his stellar resume in a very different light. This is why – reflecting on his life years later – he tells the Philippians how his old resume is no longer good for anything but the trash heap. Paul is so determined to make a fresh start that he changed his name. Saul became Paul.
Paul’s life story demonstrates that we cannot come to Christ and expect nothing about our lives will change. As theologian Karl Barth once pointed out in a sermon:
“To be saved does not just mean to be a little encouraged, a little relieved. It means to be pulled out like a log from a burning fire. You are saved! We are not told you may be saved sometimes, saved a little bit. No – you have been saved totally, and for all times.” (2)
In the workplace, when employers seeking to fill a position examine an applicant’s resume, they are not typically looking for signs of transformation. No – most bosses would rather see a smooth and predictable career arc – like Justice Jackson’s steady advance up the career ladder of the federal judiciary. Gaps in a resume are usually cause for suspicion.
“So, what were you doing during those two years that aren’t covered here?”, an interviewer might ask, gazing over her spectacles.
For most jobs, “I was hiking through the Himalayas searching for spiritual enlightenment,” isn’t a great answer.
And a change in name, for any reason other than marriage, isn’t exactly a plus either.
“And why was it that you changed your name three years ago.? Are you running from something, covering something up?”
As it happened, Paul – the guy with the great resume – had both a gap in his resume and a name change. Galatians tells us how, after being struck blind on the road to Damascus, Saul spent three years in seclusion in Arabia – presumably in prayer, contemplation and study – preparing for his new life as an apostle. That’s when Saul changed his name to Paul.
Rev. Debie Thomas recalls her experience guiding her daughter through the college admissions process. Her daughter caught on quickly to the sort of words college admissions officers look for in applicant’s essays – the same kind of words you see in resumes: High achievement. Success. Accomplishment. That sort of thing.
After studying several websites advising applicants how to write their essays, Debie’s daughter threw up her hands in frustration at the kitchen table – “They want battle scars. Not open wounds.”
Later, Debie Thomas wrote, “Her remark stopped me cold. In my experience, Christians put a lot of stock in triumph. We value the race won, the mountain scaled, the enemy defeated, the obstacle overcome. Sure, we welcome stories of sin and struggle, too – but we much prefer to share those stories in retrospect, after the sordid worst is over. Sin that has surrendered to holiness – that’s a worthy Christian story. But sin that clings? Challenges that won’t ease up? A wound that festers, or a doubt that deepens? No, those stories make us squirm – No, thank you.” (3)
Yet, to be perfectly honest, Christian transformation typically doesn’t happen overnight. Often it takes place over a long period of time. Sure, Paul had a dramatic conversion, but it even took Paul three years in the Arabian desert to experience transformation – it took him that long to “work out his own salvation with fear and trembling.” Only after those long years was he ready for prime time as an apostle.
Debie Thomas comments, “I’ve rarely experienced instant transformation; the changes that matter have always come sideways and in fits and starts. Anyone who has battled addiction, lived with chronic pain or suffered from anxiety knows that genuine transformation is lifelong Maybe this is why early Christians referred to their new faith as “the Way”: not a destination but an invitation to a journey, one step at a time.”
All of us are works in progress when it comes to our faith – although sometimes the church has a hard time accepting that fact. There’s something in us that’s eager to sanitize our spiritual resumes, to deny that our lives of faith have any rough patches at all, to pridefully deny we’ve ever experienced bumps in the road.
So, here’s a story about a man named Larry Trapp, who experienced spiritual transformation, despite having one of the worst spiritual resumes on record.
Larry lived in Lincoln Nebraska, a sad, broken-down shell of a man, who managed to present himself to the world as one very scary individual.
Larry was both blind and confined to a wheelchair due to a case of juvenile diabetes. As he grew into an adult, he fell under the influence of some extremists who preached hate over the radio. Larry joined the American Nazi Party, then he joined the Ku Klux Klan. From his wheelchair, Larry singlehandedly reorganized the Klan in Nebraska, becoming its Grand Dragon. Larry Trapp lived for one thing, and one thing only – harassing racial and religious minorities.
One of Larry’s victims was a Jew named Michael Weisser, who served as cantor in a local synagogue. Larry regularly sent the cantor and his family threatening letters, inserting into each one an ominous business card that read – “The KKK is watching you.” He made anonymous phone calls to their home, spewing messages of hatred on whoever answered the phone. Little by little, a dark pall of fear descended upon the Weisser household. They began locking their doors at all time, something they had never done before. They thought about getting a home security system.
One day, he wasn’t sure why, but Michael Weisser felt moved to call Larry Trapp, who he knew was in a wheelchair, and offer him a ride to the grocery store. He got nowhere with that first call, but he kept calling and kept offering assistance. When Larry was arrested and charged with disturbing the peace, Weisser and his congregation prayed for him by name.
The next evening, Larry Trapp called Michael and did something no one expected – he asked for help. The Weissers brought dinner over to his apartment. While they were there, Larry started crying. He pulled off his swastika rings and said, “These rings are symbols of hatred and evil, and I don’t want them in my life anymore.”
Larry resigned as Grand Dragon of the Klan. He publicly apologized for his racist past. Three months later, he even showed at the synagogue for a service on Martin Luther King Jr. Day and spoke favorably of the Civil rights leader’s memory.
Even more incredibly, Larry Trapp converted to Judaism and joined Cantor Weissers congregation. As his illness became worse, he moved into the Weisser’s home and they took care of him
Larry died that same year, in the home of the cantor. During his memorial service in the synagogue, it is said that Cantor Michael Weisser sat quietly off to one side, weeping. (4)
Such is the power of God’s love to re-write a resume. God’s love has the power to penetrate and heal even the hardest soul. It did so for Larry Trapp. It did so for Saul of Tarsus. It can do so for us as well – acting on all those dark corners of our souls, the secret places we are reluctant to visit, let alone allow the Spirit of the Lord to enter.
So as we move quickly toward Holy Week and the Passion of our Lord, dare to trust the Holy Spirit to bring about real change in your life, and in the lives of those you love. Dare to believe that it’s never too late for a new beginning. Dare to believe that God has a way to use you and your talents for the work of the Kingdom. Dare to believe that our resumes don’t define us – only God, who created us and loves us, can define us.
May God be praised. Amen.
1. “Ketanji Brown Jackson”, Oyez.org. Retrieved 3/12/25
2. Karl Barth, “Saved By Grace: Sermon 10”, Karl Barth: Spiritual Writings, ed. Ashley Cocksworth and W. Travis McMaken, (Paulist, 2022).
3. Debie Thomas, “Why do we prefer faded scars to open wounds?” The Christian Century, April 13th, 2020.
4. Homileticsonline, retrieved 3/17/25.